I give people the insight to the reality of things, blunt truths, whenever I feel its time they should see what's ahead - but when it comes to myself, why is it that the brain and its wall of immediate refusal towards failure...so stubborn?

We don't eat together anymore,

Don't see each other half as often,

It's okay ... I geddit.

But is avoidance really the solution?

Me sitting in front of my laptop, streaming Friends throughout dinner,

while pretending not to care about you/

having forgotten about you,

is that the way to go?

I miss us.

I hope you miss us too.

You just need to...

look me right in the eye;

and I'll do my part

hypnotise you,

confuse you,

get to you.

B.

Took me long enough to realise

that it doesn't take too much to make each moment perfect.

85% is done through being with the right people,

10% Being in the right place

5% for having the right mindset.

And you're ready to go!

Sometimes all it takes may just be chilling about,

long talks over the dining table over any matters in the world really

- and despite the blimmin' cold,

this connection between the minds also transfers a good degree of warmth.

B.

I don't need very much,

Just want to spend some time with you,

As lovers tend to do.

How long will this wait be?

x

Every now and then in life,

we get to points where we run into walls.

Long as we know it's a sign to turn back and walk on,

it's fine.

Just never, ever

stay,

keep attempting to barge through

thinking that determination is the key.

Baby, you'll just pointlessly get hurt.

"You live you learn

You love you learn

You cry you learn

You lose you learn

You bleed you learn

You scream you learn"

xx

B.

Every flower that blooms

will face the day it wilts,

the question is when?

Nothing is forever,

which is why time is precious.

I feel so guilty for leading you on.

In return, would Karma get back at me by forbidding me access to

the person of my dreams?

x

B.