I guess some things are hard to maintain,

and pointless to do so too.

Finding out this way is still less painful I guess,

than having to face it up AND quickly come up with a good reaction.

Can I wish for something though?

Preserve the little bit of what we've had?

Thanks.

xx

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God and,

I need to start finding the right people.

Or let the right people find me.

How does that even work?

I'm so sick of being the initiator.

B