Thinking too far off ...

funny how I immediately caught the flu after this meal.
I swear this sundae was shared between 12 grown ups, okey?

I'm the type of person that could get too optimistic sometimes, I'd over estimate and be super-positive about a situation when I get the smallest 'hints' (which aren't even confirmed yet btw) of something working out...only to realise at a much later stage that it was all but a dream and things aren't really going the way I've anticipated it to.

if only things would slowly turn out the way I want them to (given that I put in a lot of effort into making it work)... hmm :]

So basically what happened was that I've finally got this small encounter with him, at the most unexpected time. How, the hell, did I manage to not catch sight of him I have no frickin' idea, since normally I'd catch sight of even the colour of your shirt with the corner of my eye, and this time, you were right ahead of me - x -"

Well, at least you called out for me, otherwise it would've been so awkard, like I was ignoring you or something (which I won't, never!)...and we talked, about weather. As if we didn't have anything more to talk about.

But that lit up the rest of my day - funny isn't it, how much small things like these could have an effect on my mood even when I'm sick and tired.

Just to tell you, you're amazing. I find you...really really interesting, cute at the most random times, making the smallest gestures. And, you somehow remind me of John Mayer (not you, Charles).

laters,
(i've got a hell lot of work to catchup on).

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So is the ex trying to tell me something? But everything's completely gone. Weird.

- <3 Bee

Holiday's Over :[

I seriously had no idea my cousin is as much of a camho as I am.

Yeah Baby, Back to School tomorrow, and I'm so excited. Like really.
*sight* the holidays have flown by in a flash, it's not long enough. But on the other hand, I should be glad school life is resuming soon - its the perfect opportunity for me to get up from my lazy ass and start doing something productive again. I could feel the pressure already, the upcoming assessments, due dates...shat.

I can't believe thiss...5th Day of CNY =\

RAWRRR...

I'm gonna use my first three frees to finish up my econ homework.

- <3 Bee

Happy Chinese New Year everyone :]

But to be honest, I'm not exactly set in the mood to update - I'm slightly depressed. I'm not getting along with Dad at all. He's completely ignored me when we saw each other, not to mention the missing lai see from him. What the hell is this, he's being a 'tard.

He's kinda ruined the day for me, despite the cold I've caught for not piling on enough clothes in the cold. And this is the 2nd day of the Chinese New Year...

Hope everyone else had a good time, more from me tomorrow (hopefully).

- Bee <3

Why are you happy?

Have you ever wondered what are the things that would make you happy?
Or do you remain in a relatively good, happy mood until something bad happens?

I personally think I'm a type #2.
But I also realise that when something gets along extremely well, it'll soon be time for the bad to come around and its when my luck is about to lose its consistency, which is logical if you think about it, because if there are no downfalls in life, it'll never rise. How about remaining at the same levels, you may ask - well, that's when life becomes boring, no?

I walked out in an outfit that is totally unprepared for me to get wet, neither did I realise it was going to be a wet day, not until I've barely missed the puddle the first step outside the apartment building. Did I turn back to grab an umbrella and get rid of my canvas tote? Nope. I walked on, praying that the weather won't worsen while I'm out, and thank god it didn't, and, scared as I was, I was very thankful for that at the same time.

Then okey, my materialistic desires took over soon as I met up with the friend for our shopping routine in Causeway. I don't know how it happens but I seem to be able to lose my deck of cash by the minute. I really think I'd have to start controlling my money flow, I don't want to keep going on like this. (I bought the Beirut CD, Bobbi Brown Eyeliner, a top from A+AB)

:P

But I'm still an easy-to-fulfill person nonetheless. I swear. I'd be happy if a day would work out fine, if i'd manage to capture nice pictures, if my sister would give me a candy, if the weather's nice...


- <3 Bee

Helloo Holidays, unfortunately, not yet a tata to work...

Havent caught a film in a long while, since August Rush was shown in Hong Kong, especially when it comes to watching a movie with dad. Originally planning to watch Norah Jones's My Blueberry Nights or Keira in Atonement, turned out both of them moved off from the screens already. Yep, they've waited for me long enough. Dangg. So I ended up watching The Kite Runner and it didn't turn out half disappointing. Its another one of those movies that remind us of how lucky we are to not have grown up within the boundaries and durations of wars as well as the loyalty in a friendship...(no worries, I'm not gonna give away anymore of the plot), the rest is left for you to find out :)

In the film, I think I've been quite attracted to the movie soundtracks. I've never been too much of a fan of Arabic music to be honest, but the instrumentation and the choices of tracks are very good. Go give it a listen on the movie's official site...

And then I had dinner with the family...

which somehow leads me to my distorted sleeping hours again...I need to get a grip back onto my sleeping schedule and start working through the holidays ><

恭喜发财， 新年快乐！

(gong hei fat choi , sun leen fai lok! )

have a happy CNY everyone :]

-<3 Bee

global warming? HA!

Brrrrrrr...

I really had no idea it's gonna be this cold, it is Hong Kong afterall, is it not?

I was walking down to HKAPA from the old Wanchai Police office, and there I was, with hair blown to the style of a mad woman, fighting the cold, the rain and the wind, trying to hold my umbrella steadily with a hand that went numb 'cause it got so cold.

I thought the globe was supposed to be warming up?

It's frickin' 9deg celcius but it does not feel half as cold as Mongolia when it was -25 deg and snowing. What the hellll :P

Hope the weather improves (sans pleut-ing) in the next few days, I want to dress up for Chinese new year without having to pile on layers that'd make me feel like a dumpling. I can't wait for the festival to hop 'round...I love all the family gatherings, the food, and 'course the money, duh!

:]

People from Hong Kong, what do you think about the photo scandal of the pop stars? Seen the actual thing yet? I have and they're beyond disgusting. They are darn to be real...I don't think they're photoshopped, I mean, look at the noise level and stuff...its a real shame that they've lost the self respect they should have for themselves.

dissapointing, eh?

- <3 Bee

Accidents Happen

Accidents happen when you least expect them.

I guess that's why they're called that...but UGH one of the most humiliating things in my life happened today and they always always happen at the worst possible moments. Just why why why me and my white pants. And why did it happen when he was walking over. Why did I think I was able to get through the day safely in white bottoms.

That's enough information given already, really.

Anyhow, on the bright side, thank god I was able to take the stain off to a stage where it was highly unnoticable unless you'd like to peer directly at my butt. And then I moved outta freaking from that and went to sing my heart out at the Karaoke, and used up my remaining energy to go arcading.

The Initial D Arcade Stage 4 is my definite new favourite and I'm desperate desperate desperate for its data storage card ><>