What is fate?

Do you realise that there are times when you know what you're about to do isn't right, but you believe it's going to happen anyway...
then turns out something helps you to turn it down without your indication of any means to decline it?

How about when you do want something bad enough to die for, but it doesn't...?

I don't know if you do believe it or not, but I feel that some things are meant to happen in one's life and some aren't,

yet we can't help but question the possibility of things that we think are about to happen, "will I really be able to make it tomorrow?", "will that really happen to me?", these questions are almost rhetorical in a way really, when our life is set ahead of us...

Is that all fate?

just a thought.

- Bee*

Summer has come,

and the 4 weeks have gone by in a mere glance. Time flies by amazingly quickly when the seas are calm, but at this rate of productivity, I cease to see what is happening ahead of time.
I don't like how the school pressure manages to creep up on us like this, while we're on our break, but yet I really couldn't get myself to face up with the work, its just too much, I need fresh air, fun, and a bit of freedom.

Why don't the goldfishes stop eating when they're full,
don't they know they'll soon die of indigestion?

Why doesn't the school stop packing us with pressure,
don't they know its unhealthy?

All I want is but several weeks of holiday where 'work' is a word crossed out of my dictionary.

photo credits to my dear friend, Cynthia
taken on a fine day on the roof garden of ifc :]

everyone else out there, please enjoy this release of freedom!

-Bee