Is it too good to be true,
someone who cares, who asks,
who's humourous and understanding...

collectively all at once?

So what if you're in front of me,
you can't be mine to own.

Right?

You're...shared,
because that's the way you live.

It's Gone.

It was but another whelp of desperation.

Oh well,

we all do stupid things from time to time...

in fact I think that occurs to me on daily basis.

It's time.

I want to find someone who would appreciate my presence,

and me, him.

There are times when sitting back

to give something a long, real thought

is not a bad decision.

I'm glad I learnt to think with my head

and not purely rationise with my emotions.

I thought long and clear.

Just look at this now;

no one's ready.

We're better off this way.

Whenever life tends to lead me to something so much within expectations that it become unexpected, I think:

maybe some things are just meant to be.

indeed.

When you said you were going to tell me something,

and haven't,

then told me to wait till next time we met...

trust me, I knew what you were about to say.

Not down to the precise words, but I have a good enough idea.

I wanted you to blurt them out,

but the thought of having this little something dangle on between us

seems rather romantic.

If this was the intention,

let it be.

I don't think it's the right timing yet either,

yet, if you see this, I want to say:

I'd be happy to say yes.

Perhaps later in life.

We'll just take our own turns for now,

constantly meeting then diverging.

Until then,

let's take it slow and easy.

"We'll always be together,

together and electric"

It managed to all slip away so quickly,

the exact moment that I wished would last forever,

that I don't know how to cope with the loss.

Knowing that I'll see you again sometime later in life

could be of great comfort at this point.

I want,

I need to 

relive that moment.