I'm just saying,

be careful what you wish for.

Sometimes,

you already have what you need;

any excess would just cause more frustration.

Have a good think through, love.

B.

At current,

I'm feeling helplessness and resentment at the same time

simply because I'm not able and not allowed to return a dear friend

the numerous favours she's done for my sake in the past.

I'm so, so so sorry Ahnji.

Ugh.

Guilt the devil has come to haunt me.

B.

Why do we grow up through the passage of time?

A big aspect of maturity comes along as the loss of naivety,

innocence, and beliefs that once existed throughout our childhood.

That is,

the more we see of this world,

we lose hope in more and more things,

investing the remaining time and effort into events that are bound to happen.

--

Talking to a certain 'grown up' the other day,

I asked why certain people have made the life choices they did,

specifically; why did they choose to be with the people they are with,

when they have much more in them that would allow them access to individuals of higher standards. Do we, all settle at some point, for the sake of settlement, because we believe our time is through and if not now then never?

The belief that 'there is always someone made for everybody' no longer runs in their bloodstream, shrinking rapidly each and every day of their lives as singletons.

...

Really?

Is this how we'll all end up,

"He/she's alright, let's get married..."

Are dreamers destined to let hope fail them?

-B.

If there's one thing we should cherish in life,

it's not the things we obtain physically in life,

but the people in one's surroundings

who are devoted to make him happy.

Never, ever

take them for granted.

Because they don't just hang around for nothing,

or negative treatment,

forever.

A lot of times,

we hurt the ones we love without noticing.

Guess what,

it's time you did.

'Cause if warning signs arise and you still wished to ignore them

- it'll be too late, too soon.

B.

Destiny lands in our hands

likely when we least expect it.

And when it does successfully draw two people together,

it could result to be as beautiful as a blooming blossom.

Bless those who are paired and meant for each other.

B.

Excuse my absence,

for I have been busy unwinding myself for all I deserve,

after the hell-atious exams.

It's been a week of good people, good food, good times.

But why does it all feel too unrealistic?

We've been made to incorporate working or thinking about work into our daily routines,

so deeply implemented that it doesn't feel quite right to party a full week away.