"Who wants to be ridin' high when you'll just crumble back on down.

You give up everything you are and even then you don't get far.

They make believe that everything is exactly what it seems.

But at least when you're at your worst you'l know how to feel things..."

It was as if you've lifted me up sky-high,

and let me free-fall to the ground,

Ka-Bam.

This isn't even the fear one feels while on board one of those

turbo drop rides in theme parks and fairgrounds,

because at least they let you know from the start that

the whole point of the ride is to feel the thrill of the dip.

What you've done here is cruel :[

You let me know you wanted one thing,

and acted the reverse on the next day.

I'm heartbroken.

B.

Do you ever let yourself go down the path of 'wrongfulness',

knowing exactly what's ahead?

I've done exactly that,

and the cycle repeats itself.

Thought this time, somewhere down the path

there might actually BE something different.

Just when I've begun to put in some hope,

there,

I'm thrown deep down into a trap hole again,

on my lonesome.

Oh well,

its just a matter of time when someone else comes along

to bring me up

and walk me to another one.

What else was I expecting, out of yet another one of these encounters.

Its all but the mere results of alcohol intoxication.

B

I guess things do happen for a reason.

Now, I've learnt my lesson.

I bid yet more immaturity within me, farewell,

though there are much to remain.

B.

When you play with fire,

expect to get burnt.

When you jump in the water without first knowing its the deep or shallow end,

will you sink,

or will you swim?

But either way,

you get wet.

Do I know what I'm getting myself into?

Do I know who I'm dealing with?

Can I keep my poker face,

or does it all get crushed.

I think I want to take on the risks this time,

just for the sake of some fun.

B.

Nevermind the times when all we could think about

is how good life would become when we've found

'the one'.

My life is already good,

with the batch of friends I've got.

Screw popularity,

publicity, wealth.

I got mates that's got soul.

I got mates that have a heart to give.

I got mates that actually care for one another.

Oh my,

don't know what I'll do without them.

Especially after all we've been through last night.

Signed with my unconditional love for you lot,

B.