I give people the insight to the reality of things, blunt truths, whenever I feel its time they should see what's ahead - but when it comes to myself, why is it that the brain and its wall of immediate refusal towards failure...so stubborn?

We don't eat together anymore,

Don't see each other half as often,

It's okay ... I geddit.

But is avoidance really the solution?

Me sitting in front of my laptop, streaming Friends throughout dinner,

while pretending not to care about you/

having forgotten about you,

is that the way to go?

I miss us.

I hope you miss us too.