IB Finals...in 8 days.

Don't do this to me, no.
Why are the finals so close, I want my classes back!
I'm going to fail like this. I don't know crap. I haven't learnt anything in the past two years.
I feel underprepared. Wayy underprepared.

I'm going to step into the exam hall...and die.

Spirit Week Day 1 [4 days to go]

Yep, that's us.
Almost our whole year, all 102 of us.
On the 5th last day of school, we decide to dress up as Waldo.
(If you don't know who Waldo is you could find out here)

can you find me?

It did take quite a while to get everyone in place,
but once we're there, it looks pretty darn good ;)

4 days till the last day of senior year and highschool life.
14 more days till the finals

AHHHHHH.

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we'll only get crazier as the week passes by.

Gloomy Sunday

One of the worst feelings in life you could have for another
is the feeling of losing trust, losing faith.
Or the reverse,
to learn that someone has lost faith in you.

I'm sorry mom and dad, about today.


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My eyes are swollen again. Why do I always resort to crying?
Useless piece of crap.

Where's Waldo?

Used to love that book,
was gay enough to use my studying time (when finals are coming up in less than 3 weeks) to play the stupid game online.


What am I doing with my life. I might as well screw my career over now for I fear that I won't get into my unis.

Happy Easter!
Ironic how the holidays have just begun and yet, it's time to get studying.
Prepping for exams which are up in three weeks, feeling that I haven't learnt anything in the past two years. At least, not sufficient for what I'm tested on.
I will watch as my life (personal life) slips away and out of my grip for the next few weeks.
Whoot.

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I'm a victim of consumerism. I'm a shopaholic. I'm not proud of it.
I've begun to realise that this spending pattern of mine is becoming more serious by the day, so I've started to jot down my expenses beginning last month. So far, this habit has not made too much of an impact on me yet, but probably because I've never had the guts to, and so refrained from, calculating the monthly total expenditure from last month.

I need to come up with a plan to save my butt before it all gets too late - before I head off to college.

Could I...just be able to make myself save up more than 50% of what I get?
I mean, that is already spending quite a lot, monthly.

Maybe it's just another matter of opinion.

Recently found out by accident that an ex close-friend (really close in the past 6 years) has become a smoker.

Felt a slight tingle of being angry and hurt,
only to learn that I couldn't care less anymore.

I've given up on her long ago.

How hypocritical, for all the years I've been telling her that I can't tolerate smokers, especially girls, she responded in agreement. Yet, this was all rather predictable.
I know we should sympathise her from having known how she got to where she's standing now, the whole issue of being insecure and trying to fit-in with a certain crowd.

I hope she's gotten what she wants now,

cheers to friendship.

*sigh*