Feeling beyond blue, approaching black.

So maybe all this is telling me I'm being unreasonable.
Being right is officially wrong, and therefore, bad.
And it is not necessary to have a heart, care for others, to be successful in this world.
One could be a spoilt brat, uncooperative (not saying mentally incapable), but still lead a good life.
Or what they call a good life anyway.

Great.

Sometimes I question my existence in this world,
eversince stepping into highschool.
Not exactly a social outcast,
but its just that I have this preference of order, of all-round agreements,
of proper-ness, that other people don't really seem to care about,
except a few individuals (not the mainstream anyway).

And so whenever an opinion is expressed,
me, being a strong minded person,
its me who has to feel intimidated.

I don't know where the school spirit's gone,
everyday I step into school, I feel like I've lost yet some more faith in it.
Why do they allow this kind of atmosphere to roam through the hallways?
Its spreading like a bacteria, a virus, all around.

Consider rebuilding the mentality of the student body before yet establishing a plan for another building or facility that's worth millions,

because this is what money could never buy back
( in fact I think it's us spoiled kids in the school that are causing it)

Seriously guys,
go out and have a look at the rest of the world,
look at what's outside...

then come back and live a life.