"SOS means someone help me"

I still know it's so stupid of me

when I'm that someone who thinks the world of you

and to you, I'm just another person in the world.

What am I supposed to do,

when something you say or do,

actually everything,

seems to spark up new hopes;

when indeed

I'm really rather unimportant to you.

I'm really muddled up, tangled and wrapped in a mess that I've thrown myself into.

I wish you were more sensitive to these things sometimes.

B.