Our first encounter eversince;

of all things, I wanted a relationship with you

it was a bit too far fetched from the beginning

I should've known better than to have dived right in.

But that's what love does,

or 'unstoppable attraction' in this case;

how foolish.

I can't believe that the short duration of what,

a few months,

have left behind remains

- things that make me linger and want to savour

what it felt like, being thought of by you,

or the thought of being taken in by you...

Ironically the closest body contact we've had would be after we've decided to leave each other alone.

Which could very much be the proof that you never saw me that way to begin with.

Still

T'was sweet.

xx

B.